Sunday, June 18, 2006

Note: (I study in modern academy in maadi)….
N ma dad work in a petroleum company also in maadi…
He is a manager there…
N since I went 2 college I used 2 do ma training every year in ma dad's company…
I used 2 go n set down on a chair n drink coffee…lool yea this was ma training like am going 2 work on cafe when I graduate…
Ma point here (training in Egypt sucks)…
N every time I say I want to learn somthing they say we r busy go drink some thing it's free…
Huh…
N this year ma friends…I've discussion in ma college with (olfat kamel) about this training n it's so useful 4 ma project this year…
So I've 2 go…but …!!!
This year I discovered something creepy …this company decided 2 train student's only from (Cairo, helwan, 3en shams) university…
No 4 academy's…
What? 0_o …!
I choked…I want to train especially this year…
Anyway I tried 2 go 2 other company's here n it didn't work…
I should have some1 I know 2 be a link ß (wasta)…
I failed …
Ma dad said that he could train me in his friend's company n I accepted then his friend told him sorry we can't there is no place 4 her…(complete)…
So I give up…
Nup…I remembered something…
I saw 1 of ma college's friends from a few day's in street …
N I asked here where r u going? She said am going 2 give ma papers 2 a petroleum company 4 training…
N I asked about the company she said da name of the company that ma father works in…
So I called this gal n I asked here did they accepted u there.?
She said something so amazing…lol…
She said:( nup…they said I don have 2 train …coz no 1 is free here 2 train u…but we can give u a paper 2 prove that u trained here without coming 2 train….)lol
Can u believe that???
I shocked 4 the second time…
N here is the end of ma sad story…

A Q PLZ???
(SHOULD I DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS)?
OK (SO WHAT I SHOULD DO)?
Not just me the most of young men of these days can't find even training without (wasta)…
So how I could find a job after I graduate?

Sorry another Q plz?
(HOW CAN ANY COMPANY ACCEPT ABOY GRADUATED WITH (MA2BOL) FROM (TGARA)…? JUST COZ HE HAS (WASTA)…
N DON ACCEPTS A BOY GRADUATED WITH (EMTYAZ) FROM (3LOUM)?)?!?!?JUST COZ HE DON HAS (WASTA)…

Thnx

(((MOJO)))

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Well…I would like to introduce my self…
My name is (mai) 20 years old…
& the most important thing to me in this world is my (freedom)…
&I can't find this here not in this country…
I grow up in this world with fake talk, fake smile, fake thinking, and every thing is fake here nothing good to learn, & nothing good to hear…
The government says all the time that we are the democracies country…
But excuse me can I ask … (where is the hell is that)?
& why we can't find it…?
If we said the truth we get arrested n if we talked nicely & say about our opinions clearly…no one listen …
They ignore us…ignore our words ignore our freedom ignore our presents…
They just want us to say (that’s good & that’s nice)…
Helloooooooooooooooooo…
That not going to happen …at least not anymore…
We are different young men …we won't accept to shut up…
& we won't accept to be not free…
Do u have any idea how the foreigners can c us?
Here is a short story to make it clear to u:
(I guess most of young men here going to know what (my space) is well…
Once I was on this site (my space)…n I talked with a guy from (Geraardsbergen,
Belgium) n he asked me where I am from? N sure I said it proudly * just for appearance* (EGYPT) then he said (OMG u got computers there? U can talk to a guy really? I didn't know that no one here know that…we all thought that Egypt is just a country of sand & hot…then sand &hot…blablabla…) then he asked me about if I am a mummy or something Looooool…
Anyway this is a little example…
Why we are not doing any thing that correct this view …
We are not like this …
Or we are really just a freaky ugly lazy mummy's?
Actually I tried hard to explain the opposite of what he said…
But inside I was crying about the fact that we have no democracy here while they did…
People wake up plz…
What every adult man or women here say when they see a girl colored her hair or a boy making his hair tall or the casual clothes of these days…?
They sure say that we are trying to be like the foreigners….
So what's up with them? They are humans just like us …why would we like to be like them? While we already are…?
Ok…read this so well…
If a girl in …! For example (U.S.A) walked in the street…can u imagine that some guy going to say to her bad words as a compliment …
Such as: (hey big***, or I like Ur*****)…*sorry for saying that*
Really sorry but that what happen her …not there…it's impossible to happen there…you know why?
Coz they have brains…*no offense*
But really what this say going to change in the man world…?
What if he just shuted his mouth?
What does going to happen? Damn it people…
Why you all insist to be (sick minds)?
Well now another one …but this really happening to me like every day…
( am wearing scarf (7gab ya3ni)…but I like black …so am wearing black a lot…& I like some kind of music called(metal)…
& I don't allow boys to say (hey) by there hands…
I pray every day…I read (quraan karim) …
& am sure that I'm a good girl …I know the right thing from the wrong thing…
So why?
Why every one sees me like a satanic…?
When I say am going to pray they say …u pray? How could you pray when you hear this kind of music…?
& they say a lot of things like that… (You are not a normal gal…you are freak…you are crazy…) damn it people...


Am not like that damn it…am just a normal girl trying to do what she likes...
& know that as long as this thing is respectful & not against my religion …
It's not bad thing to do what you like to do…
What's wrong with that?
In the end I just want to say (I LOVE EGYPT) but there are some people here trying to make others do what those people want not what they want…
Some people who need to change there sick minds & look with open eyes at the world…
Try to keep your children here in there country don't push
Them until they blow up… (I mean to another countries)…Egypt is great….
Try to make it better not worse plz…
& we all should scream aloud for our freedom…
Scream it don't be a afraid …fight the corruption fight every one trying to make u not free…
At last but not least…
(WE BORN FREE…& WE WILL DIE FREE)
GOD blesses u all…
(((MOJO)))