Confession

I thought I needed u…but actually I only need myself back…

I guess i only care about ur pain … 2 4get mine…

am all alone again...but i can live wiz it...

C....!

I CAN BE A BITCH...............................................

IT'S NEVER FAIR...NOT IN THIS LIFE...

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Common …take a look around…every thing changing …

So…why cant us!!

Hey…listen once 2 ur self… listen to wut u r sayin 2 me…

U’ll find all the answers u seeks…u just can’t c…

Babe…just try this time for me…

I know I understand… u can reach my hand…

Then we can reach stars together…

Believe …u just need 2 believe … that beauty can last forever…

My blind bird…my sad prince tearing blood with angel eyes…

Stand up… look at me… forget your dark side…4get all about past…

How come!!!

U taught me how to survive … how to be strong… how to fight…

And in the time I finally found the thing worth fighting for…u give up on me…!!!

U hide from your self … from your demons…!!!

Why u r not here fighting wiz me!!!

I don’t worth it!!!!

That’s it!!!

U give me the air to breath then suffocate me!!!

Is this your strength!!!

Is this wut u believed in?

And u asking me…is it fair!!!

NOOO

SORRY IT’S NOT

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I think sooo much about you...dunno why !!!

Counterproductive ways♥♥♥♥♥♥

It's so confused, talking to you about almost every thing but the thing I really want to say…

Moving around here and there without going to the way I really need to go…

Taking lots and lots of action that doesn't make any sense…and I never take the action that I really want to make…

Having you it is the only real thing I've ever wanted in my life…and I know what you feel…I know what to do exactly…but I don’t…I don’t…why I don’t… I don’t know!!!!!!!!

Maybe I am just afraid, afraid to destroy Him...You…Me……

Am lost … you always rescue me, Help me …can you save me this time my love!!!

This is the first time I find all what I want in a person … and I can't do anything about it…

Can you stay with me… comfort me … hold me…make me feel your warmth…your heart beatings…

Am not sure of anything…am not even sure of my self…

And I know…yes…I know why you are keeping your self away …why you don’t want to confess …

You are afraid just like me…you hate my kind…you want your revenge… but I know you deep inside …I know that you don’t hate me…

Actually …you are afraid to full in love with me…

Can you see it now…!

Can you understand…!

I know from long time ago…that there is something special about you…about us…

And my fear pushed me away from you…my fear from you big revenge…

I never wanted you to hurt me like you did to others…

Because I wanted to see you always like an angel…

I ran away to another life…I acted like I am happy…

I lied to you and to the whole world…I even lied to my self…

Then I get used to it…I loved my new life…I loved my lie…

And suddenly you happened again…why…!

Why I missed you…!

Why now…!!!!

Maybe because I need you now more than any other time…!!

I want you to be there for me…as I want to be there for you always…

But never mind… I can't say a word…it's too late now…

It's my fate to live the life I never wanted…

And it's my fate to walk into this Counterproductive way…