Counterproductive ways♥♥♥♥♥♥
It's so confused, talking to you about almost every thing but the thing I really want to say…
Moving around here and there without going to the way I really need to go…
Taking lots and lots of action that doesn't make any sense…and I never take the action that I really want to make…
Having you it is the only real thing I've ever wanted in my life…and I know what you feel…I know what to do exactly…but I don’t…I don’t…why I don’t… I don’t know!!!!!!!!
Maybe I am just afraid, afraid to destroy Him...You…Me……
Am lost … you always rescue me, Help me …can you save me this time my love!!!
This is the first time I find all what I want in a person … and I can't do anything about it…
Can you stay with me… comfort me … hold me…make me feel your warmth…your heart beatings…
Am not sure of anything…am not even sure of my self…
And I know…yes…I know why you are keeping your self away …why you don’t want to confess …
You are afraid just like me…you hate my kind…you want your revenge… but I know you deep inside …I know that you don’t hate me…
Actually …you are afraid to full in love with me…
Can you see it now…!
Can you understand…!
I know from long time ago…that there is something special about you…about us…
And my fear pushed me away from you…my fear from you big revenge…
I never wanted you to hurt me like you did to others…
Because I wanted to see you always like an angel…
I ran away to another life…I acted like I am happy…
I lied to you and to the whole world…I even lied to my self…
Then I get used to it…I loved my new life…I loved my lie…
And suddenly you happened again…why…!
Why I missed you…!
Why now…!!!!
Maybe because I need you now more than any other time…!!
I want you to be there for me…as I want to be there for you always…
But never mind… I can't say a word…it's too late now…
It's my fate to live the life I never wanted…
And it's my fate to walk into this Counterproductive way…
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